aseelsehwel

2026-05-17 12:04:04

The image struck my chest like shrapnel, exposing the nakedness of my naivety.

The image struck my chest like shrapnel, exposing the nakedness of my naivety. It was a merciless mirror.

The child in the photo wasn't only carrying his little sister in his arms; there was also that black bag clinging to his trembling shoulder, the bag where we keep our papers and identity cards, the fragile proof that we existed here at all, that we once had names and faces, and were not merely anonymous numbers waiting to be erased.

That child already knew something I had allowed myself to forget: betrayal lives in the silence of warplanes before their roar. He never once emptied his bag.

As for me, after the announcement of a ceasefire, I mistook silence for safety. With a calmness that now feels like blindness, I emptied my emergency bag. I placed my documents in drawers my ID, my certificates, everything that proves I exist, as if the world had finally decided to rest, as if the ceiling above me had stopped being a potential collapse.

But that silence was never safety. It was only another form of negligence.

In a matter of seconds, that child taught me what years of war never could: in this land, emptying your emergency bag does not mean the war is over... it means taking the first step toward disappearing without a trace.

I will zip it shut again now, and I will not open it again. Not because I feel safe... but because I have learned, too late, that even safety itself can be the greatest illusion.